Friends. Photography. Adventure.

The End

I was due to have a play date on the afternoon of Tuesday 17th March. When we planned it I thought it would be the perfect activity for getting over the Eroticon comedown and that I’d be sharing stories of the weekend with my friend. In reality, I was self-isolating having started to show symptoms over the weekend. He was also feverish and isolating. In lieu of having actual me that day I snapped a photo for him. It was a good photo so I also sent it to Exhibit A and American Chap. I didn’t know then that I’d started a ‘thing’. A thing that would last 122 days – exactly one third of this crazy fucking leap year.

I scrolled back to the messages that went alongside that first photo. A jokey chat about imagining what it would be like to not kiss another human for months on end and how ridiculous that would be. Me shout typing: “IMAGINE THE EPIC TENSION IF YOU HAVEN’T BEEN ABLE TO FUCK FOR WEEKS.” Him: “OMG, fucking after that would be phenomenal!” It seemed like a crazy notion at the time.

Six days later the UK went into full lockdown. It would be nearly three months before he and I saw each other again. We were right though. The tension was epic and the sex was phenomenal. Not-getting-past-the-hallway-pulling-clothes-off phenomenal. My reunions with him and with Exhibit A are not providing me with any strong evidence that a sustained absence is bad for chemistry!

I have absolutely bloody loved this project. It’s been a creative red thread through the strangest of times and a way to keep a part of myself alive while I couldn’t actually be with people. An unexpected benefit has been how completely confident I have become in how attractive my body is, to me and others. I always talked the talk; I often didn’t walk the walk. But it’s hard to not to be reassured about how hot you are when you take a daily nude for four months and receive numerous messages of lust and encouragement.

But all good things must come to an end…

Photo by Exhibit A

Sinful Sunday


  1. Modesty Ablaze

    A lovely warming tale … and a lovely, warming, fun end too !!!
    Xxx – K

  2. Focused and Filthy

    What an achievement! You’ve managed lockdown so well compared to most. Your photos have been quite inspirational, and I’m glad your reunions were as fun as you’d hoped.
    Missy x

  3. Molly

    A truly stunning picture. And I really hope at some point to get to touch another human again and be touched. I guess I still feel like I am pretty much in isolation.


  4. Muse

    What an achievement, I’ve really enjoyed the photos you’ve shared. Glad the reunions lived up to expectations x

  5. Bee

    I am craving being with others, I can’t imagine there being an end to all this yet.

  6. DeviantSuccubus

    That is pretty amazing, to take pictures every day for such a long time! I am glad that you were able to do something about the sexual tension now too!

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